Sunday, June 25, 2006

Important message from God

It has been over 2 months since my last blog! But this message from my Lord is so important that I must write it down, least I forget in future.

Today, Pastor Chan and his team from Agape Centre came to our church. Apart from the very good teaching from him, we were given a chance to be ministered by this very anointed team.

2 persons came pray for me.

The first one was a gentleman. So bad I don't really remember what he said (actually I couldn't hear him clearly, as it was quite loud). But I do remember he asked God to give me power so I can serve Him, and to serve Him better.

The second one I believe is Sharon, i.e. Jack Young's wife. I remember how stupid I felt when I couldn't quite understand her Mandarin when she was praying for me. I knew she was asking me questions but I didn't know what she said or how I should answer! For one question, finally, I did know what she said, "What do you want?" "What do you want from our Lord?"

I didn't really have a clear answer in my mind, then. A few thoughts came to my mind: baby? the anointing of Holy Spirit? anointing for evangelism? healing? miracles?...?...? Sounds like a long list but they just flew through my mind very quickly.

Then I heard she said, "You just want Jesus Christ. The only thing/ one you want in your life is Jesus. And He wants you, too, every inch of you, inside and out..." "Just remember this, Jesus loves YOU. You must not forget how Jesus loves you."

And what she said reach so deeply into my heart!

Oh Lord! It's so true! Truly what I really need and really want, is you.

I felt it such a great gift from our Lord. And so much love from Him, loving so much to have these messages for me. I just cried my "spiritual cry" - the tears were coming out from such deep deep part in my heart and my soul, that I felt like I am crying myself out.

It's a key key key message for me. And I always know I have a tendency to become "Martha" instead of "Mary", i.e. too busy serving Lord, but forget the most important thing i.e. my Lord Himself. And Jesus loves me so much that He doesn't want me to miss out on this biggest blessing in my life, i.e. HIMSELF.

So I must write this very message down, least I forget.